When Life Starts Moving Faster Than You Are

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It’s been a while

But I haven’t gone anywhere… and I won’t be going anywhere anytime soon.

Life has just been moving.

Fast. Beautiful. Uncomfortable. Transformative.

Since the last time I wrote here, I’ve stepped into an entirely new season of my life.

For starters, I’m with an amazing, loving partner; someone I prayed for and held onto faith for longer than I can remember.

One post I’ll go deeper into that journey in a separate post (something along the lines of holding onto the idea of love; we’ll rename it later), because there’s so much to unpack about faith, patience, and real love.

But for now, just know my heart is full.

I’ve also been busy building another huge chapter of my life; one that involves me finally moving out of my hometown.

And honestly? I still don’t feel fully ready. I don’t think I ever will.

There’s so much I’m leaving behind, familiarity, my amazing loving family, the roads I may never drive on again.

Lastly, the many versions of myself that have cried, hated, loved, broken down, and grown.

The countless memories, friendships, and recipes I've created.

It all feels so far away, growing up, outgrowing friends, meeting new faces, finding a job to support your lifestyle, getting a new car, buying a house, getting married, having kids.

But really, when you dont pay attention it really is all right there. In a blink.

So cherish every moment. Even the ugly ones, You never know when it'll be the last.

How cliche of me

Indeed, change can seem intimidating and daunting when the future is uncertain.

However, you might never discover what life offers beyond a door you're afraid to open.

I truly believe that whatever comes with this new chapter will teach me, stretch me, and grow me in ways I’ll never regret.

If anything, I’m ready for change.

Ready to be challenged.

Ready to ignite my soul.

(Not romanticizing it, just mentally prepared.)

We’ll definitely get more in-depth with that journey in another post too.

As 2026 is here, I’ve slowly come to terms with saying goodbye to my 2025 chapter.

And wow… what a year it was.

It was full of love, anger, drama, healing, lessons, and so much character development. Looking back, it truly feels like everything happened exactly the way it was meant to; because if it hadn’t, I wouldn’t be where I am now, talking to you.

So thank you, 2025.

For the joy.

For the pain.

For the growth.

For shaping Me.

I’m stepping into this next season closer to becoming the woman I feel called to be a woman of integrity, wisdom, and love.

This doesn't happen on accident, you have to do things to figure out what brings out that version of you.

Those things MAY look so incredibly stupid, EMBARRASSING and just wrong at first.

But that's what brings wisdom baby!

doing it dumb, doing it scared, and doing it with pure blind faith.

Oh, and by the way... I turned 24 on December 3rd, and hands down… it was the best birthday I’ve ever had.

Thank you to my dreams for existing and to the one who helped make them happen.

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Right now, I’m welcoming my 24th year with open arms.

This year feels slow, eager, steady, passionate, and productive — all wrapped into one big loaf of baked banana bread.

(Which actually sounds really good… I should make some this week. And I probably will.)

We will see if anything changes...

As for recent updates — I’ve been in Arizona and absolutely flourishing.

I do miss my family back home playing in what seems like the biggest snowstorm ever… but part of me definitely doesn’t miss the snow.

I’ve seen so many beautiful views, eaten amazing food, met incredible people, and I already can’t wait to officially call this place my new home in this next chapter of my life.

And this is only the beginning. <3

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